i'm sorry

[Insignificant]

i'm not totally sure just what exactly it is that i need but i'm feeling terribly suicidal even here in the hospital. how does one get through this? why won't it end? i am thinking about hanging myself. it's the only way i can dream of to end this misery i'm facing. they would probably stop me but i want to get released but on the same hand it's probably a good thing that i'm not. it's getting even harder to just hang in there. sorry to be the bearer of bad news but i'm burnt out and just not so sure what to do from here. please take care

 

[ybt]

first of all, tell them. hospitals are not just for treating the wounded physically.

second of all, what despair are you facing?

thirdly, please don't hang yourself. people will miss you, and it does get better.

cheers

 

[theleastofthese]

I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling so badly:sad: , especially that you're where you should be getting help but that doesn't seem to be happening. Please tell them just how you're feeling. They can't do all that can be done if they don't know just how you're feeling. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I truly hope you start feeling better really soon.:smile:

love and hugs,

least

 

[Insignificant]

i'm still feeling alot of desperation. the same picture of my hanging keeps running through my head. it's making it all more tempting to do it. i'm trying to be honest with them and how i'm feeling but so far nothing. the only thing they are persistant on is the fact that they're not going to let me go home. i'm so so so tired i just want this to all end. no meds help so what else is there to do right now. my energy level is falling rapidly. sorry i'll try not to bitch anymore. take care

 

[gentlelady]

I wish things were working out better for you Liz. Please do not give up the battle.be honest with them. it may mean you have to saty a bit longer than you want, but if there are good results, n the end it will be worth it. i want to see you safe. :hug:

 

[Allo..]

I really don't know what to say..

Yuo mean a lot to me Liz.. I know you are a great person, and i know that your children need you.. please dont give up :hug: