I'm sorry

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by blub, Mar 4, 2007.

  1. blub

    blub Guest

    I'm sorry for hurting myself
    I'm sorry for hurting everyone close to me
    I'm sorry for not being worthy of your love
    I'm sorry for not being worthy of your affection
    I'm sorry for not being worthy of your kindness
    I'm sorry for not being worthy of your respect
    I'm sorry for not being worthy of your friendship
    I'm sorry for not being worthy of your words
    I'm sorry for not being worthy of your songs
    I'm sorry for not being worthy of your hugs
    I'm sorry for not being worthy of your kisses
    I'm sorry for not giving up my selfharm
    I'm sorry for not giving up my disorder
    I'm sorry for not being beautifull
    I'm sorry for not being smart
    I'm sorry for not being funny
    I'm sorry for not being sweet
    I'm sorry for not being cute
    I'm sorry for not being sexy
    I'm sorry for not being perfect
    I'm sorry for not being what you need
    I'm sorry for not being what you want
    I'm sorry for wanting to be that
    I'm sorry for not trusting you
    I'm sorry for not believing you
    I'm sorry for testing you
    I'm sorry for failing you
    I'm sorry for letting you hate me
    I'm sorry for hurting you
    I'm sorry for punishing myself
    I'm sorry for dissapointing you
    I'm sorry for letting you down
    I'm sorry for giving up
    I'm sorry for hating me
    I'm sorry for loving you
    I'm sorry for letting you fall in love
    I'm sorry for being ugly
    I'm sorry for being fat
    I'm sorry for being stupid
    I'm sorry for being numb
    I'm sorry for being worthless
    I'm sorry for being useless
    I'm sorry for being retarded
    I'm sorry for being like this
    I'm sorry for what I have been
    I'm sorry for what I will become
    I'm sorry for what I have done
    I'm sorry for what I will do...

    I'm so sorry for everything and so much more
     
    Last edited: Mar 4, 2007
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  2. ~PinkElephants~

    ~PinkElephants~ Senior member

    Blub....
    sweetie, im so sorry you are feeling so awful but you are so worthy of so much..i just wish you'd see that
    :hug:
     
  3. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Okies so heres my version of what you have said. I consider it the right one :smile:

    I'm am worthy of your love
    I'm am worthy of your affection
    I'm am worthy of your kindness
    I'm am worthy of your respect
    I'm am worthy of your friendship
    I'm am worthy of your words
    I'm am worthy of your songs
    I'm am worthy of your hugs
    I'm am worthy of your kisses
    I'm am being beautifull
    I'm am smart
    I'm am funny
    I'm am sweet
    I'm am cute
    I'm am sexy
    I'm am what you need
    I'm not ugly
    I'm not fat
    I'm not stupid
    I'm not worthless
    I'm not useless
    I'm not retarded

    Loves ya blubbers. Stay safe. :arms:
     
  4. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    So true!!! Right you are Vikki, thanks for saving me the typing.. Was gunna do that.. :) :laugh:



    :hug: :hug:



    ~All Of The Above That Viks Typed Out Is True~




    I'm here if you ever wanna talk, hun. :)
     
  5. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    Blubs, ik geef heel erg veel om je en ik vind het erg klote om je zo te zien. Want je hebt zo'n verkeerd beeld van jezelf. Ik wou dat er iets was waarmee ik je kon laten zien dat je helemaal niet bent wat je daar allemaal hebt opgeschreven.

    Je hebt mijn leven gered, en dat meen ik.

    Als je wilt praten, weet je me altijd te vinden, ok? Ik ben er voor je, sorry dat k zo'n slechte vriendin ben geweest en sorry als ik iets te maken heb met hoe je je voelt. :sad:

    :hug: :hug: :hug: here for you, anytime, xoxoxo

    Ik Geef Om Je :cheekkiss:
     
  6. LetItGo

    LetItGo Staff Alumni

    I think Vikks had it spot on. You dont need to be sorry for anything Blubs. Your worthy of our affection, and your worthy of so much more. You know you can talk to me whenever you need too :hug: Please stay safe, and please take care of yourself.
     
  7. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

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    :hug: :cheekkiss :grouphug: :cheekkiss :hug:
     
  8. Zurkhardo

    Zurkhardo Well-Known Member

    Given these responses and how much your cared about, you don't need to apologize for anything. Why do you feel so guilty hun?
     
  9. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Blubby :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:
     
  10. blub

    blub Guest

    I'm sorry for posting
    I'm sorry for whining
    I'm sorry for doing everything wrong
    I'm sorry for saying everything wrong
    I'm sorry for being a louzy friend
    I'm sorry for being a louzy lover
    I'm sorry for being a bitch
    I'm sorry for being a slut
    I'm sorry for being a failure
    I'm sorry for being a druc
    I'm sorry for being depressed
    I'm sorry for being bulimic
    I'm sorry for being shy
    I'm sorry for being different
    I'm sorry for being strange
    I'm sorry for being born
    I'm sorry for being a fake
    I'm sorry for the fake smiles
    I'm sorry for the fake laughs
    I'm sorry for the lies
    I'm sorry for the excuses
    I'm sorry for the pain
    I'm sorry for you feel like lying to make me feel better
    I'm sorry for destroying myself
    I'm sorry for putting me down
    I'm sorry for putting you down
    I'm sorry for listening to myself
    I'm sorry for not listening to you
    I'm sorry for believing myself
    I'm sorry for giving up
    I'm sorry for ignoring yoiu
    I'm sorry for pretending to be fine
    I'm sorry for not accepting myself
    I'm sorry for not living my live
    I'm sorry for not allowing myself to live
    I'm sorry for always wanting to change
    I'm sorry for more to come...
     
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  11. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: Blub, is er IETS dat ik kan doen? Maakt niet uit wat, alles zou ik doen als jij je daardoor beter zou voelen.. :sad: Ik geef ontzettend veel om je, je hebt geen idee en ik weet dat je dat niet wilt horen maar ik zeg het toch: je bent een ontzettend lief persoon en ik wou dat je dat zelf ook zou zien :sad:

    Ik Geef Om Je! :arms: je kunt me altijd bellen, sms-en ok? en als je geen btg hebt, kun je mn telefoon laten overgaan, dan bel ik je terug. Je hebt mn nummer, je hebt mn email-adres, je weet waar ik woon, je bent altijd welkom, lieve schat.

    xxx
    Est
     
  12. bunny

    bunny Staff Alumni

    Ishtar, please in future post in English so we can moderate if needed
     
  13. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Buns she wouldnt put anything that would hurt or upset the Blubs.
     
  14. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    I understand why you want that, but because Blubs is dutch, the things I say will maybe get trhough better in our own language, is it okay if I keep posting in dutch, but put the English translation under it or whatever? and Terry is right, I care heaps about Blubs, she's a great friend and I would NEVER say anything to upset or hurt her, for that I love her too much :smile:


    :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: for blubbyyyyy :biggrin: