To whomever reads this (if anyone)
I'm sorry for all the time you wasted on me while I was here.
I realised recently that I'm too cowardly and pathetic to actually do anything real. I may think about suicide - plan it - even practised it sometimes - but I'll never have the strength of will to go through with it. The same goes for self-harm. I'll scratch and hit myself but I don't do anything to actually harm me. Nothing that can be seen or noticed. Nothing that will give me away.
I'm pathetic.
I don't deserve to be on a place like this full of people who need help. Who need a sympathetic and understanding ear. A shoulder to cry on. Someone that understands.
I can't help anyone. I don't have any special insights. I have nothing to give.
Once again. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for all the time you wasted on me while I was here.
I realised recently that I'm too cowardly and pathetic to actually do anything real. I may think about suicide - plan it - even practised it sometimes - but I'll never have the strength of will to go through with it. The same goes for self-harm. I'll scratch and hit myself but I don't do anything to actually harm me. Nothing that can be seen or noticed. Nothing that will give me away.
I'm pathetic.
I don't deserve to be on a place like this full of people who need help. Who need a sympathetic and understanding ear. A shoulder to cry on. Someone that understands.
I can't help anyone. I don't have any special insights. I have nothing to give.
Once again. I'm sorry.