im sorry

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by vbuk, May 27, 2007.

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  1. vbuk

    vbuk Staff Alumni

    i cant do this. im such a mess. im so sorry. im sorry for what i am. who i am. im sorry i stole ur money. im sorry i made u go to uni. im sorry i ever bothered u with my pressence. im sorry im a liar. im sorry im a cheater. im sorry i wasted so much time of ur life.

    thing is - i fucking love you and its so god dam hard to get rid of them feelings. all i feel is that it wud b so much better if i went for good. got out of everyones way. wont b hurting u then. wont be bothering u. wont b bothing everyone.

    but i wont do it. everyone knows that. im a wimp - a coward.

    im sorry i dont text back. that i waste ur credit.

    and im really really sorry that im still in love with u.

    im sorry
     
  2. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    :hug: :hug:

    I'm glad you are still alive and are (as you name it) a "coward" - though I'd say it's more 'being strong' than anything else. Shows you're a fighter. :hug: :hug:

    Here for you hun :hug:
     
  3. smackh2o

    smackh2o SF Supporter

    oh Clare :(
    This whole thing is so sad. I wish I could just wave a magic wand and you both be ok. You've both gone through hell and you both hurt inside and it just isnt meant to be like this.
    I can't think of anything else to say, you've both got people here to talk to so please don't think it is over for you. I'm so sorry I can't help right now.
     
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