Un bel di vedremo Le varsi un fil di fumo Sull'e stremo con fin del mare E poi la nave appare With every new day Your promises fade away It's a fine day to see But the last day for me It's a beautiful day - "It's a beautiful day" by Sarah Brightman I realize those are song lyrics, yet I'm posting them because they are how I feel about my life, in a way. I am posting this in the News and Announcements forum section because I would imagine that this thread will be the main thread about me, at least sometime soon. I've escaped the end many times throughout the past year or so when I have been a member of SF. Many of those times I have been helped by many people here on this wonderful site. There have been moments in which I have had issues with this site, however, I want everyone here to know that no matter what, I love this site more than most everything in my life, ever. I really do. I'm sorry I've been a pain to some of the staff here. I'm sorry to anyone at this site whom I've offended in any way. I am also sorry I have wasted time of some of you whom have dealt with me often on MSN. I realize that I'm probably never going to get better. I just can't. I'm sorry that I've disappointed everyone. I'm sorry.