i'm sorry

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by innocencexisxlove, Jul 7, 2009.

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  1. innocencexisxlove

    innocencexisxlove Well-Known Member

    I know I always say this.. In chat, through MSN or AIM.. I always say it..

    Because I mean it. Right now.. I don't know...

    I don't even know what I'm doing here.. Writing this.. I guess it's
    for the people not online right now, Like Spencer&&Harry..

    In chat.. I had a problem. Not with a person or anything.. I had a break down moment.. where i had to go to a room by myself.. and right now.. im still in the break down.. i had to leave chat, say goodbye to everyone.. i'm saying goodbye here too.. i'm scared. very scared..

    i'm sorry....
    is it the last time i say it??

    i don't know....
     
  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hi Rachel,

    I saw you saying sorry in chat,but I assumed you had a disagreement with someone or something. Sorry,I didn't ask if you were ok. What's going on? Why are you so scared hun? :hug:
     
  3. innocencexisxlove

    innocencexisxlove Well-Known Member

    I don't know.. I just.. Something's wrong with me...
    And I don't know.. I just.. I'm trying so hard for certain
    people to be okay.. but i just.. i can't do this...
     
  4. Animosity

    Animosity Forum & Chat Buddy

    Rachel, I love you girl. and I don't want anything to happen to you. I love you and I'm sorry things aren't going well for you right now. You know I'm here for you, and always will be!! You have my number!! Don't be afraid to use it!
     
  5. wheresmysheep

    wheresmysheep Staff Alumni

    hun dont be sorry, you have no reason to be. we all have breaking moments.
    we are here for you use us to fall back on :hug:
     
  6. yursomedicated

    yursomedicated Chat & Forum Buddy

    Rachel..
    we all would be nothing without you. you are an amazing person and i love talking to you. please don't leave. your stronger then that, i know you are.

    :love:
     
  7. sudut

    sudut Well-Known Member

    Why are you scared
     
  8. nevertheanswer

    nevertheanswer Active Member

    I'm sorry that you feel that way. But we all have moments when we just break down for the littlest of reasons. Share to us what your problem is. Maybe we can help?
     
  9. innocencexisxlove

    innocencexisxlove Well-Known Member

    thanks everyone :hug: as nevertheanswer said, sometims we just break down for the littlest of reasons.. i did that.. but luckily, i'm alright..

    thank you for the support :hug:
     
  10. LenaLunacy

    LenaLunacy Well-Known Member

    Oh Rachel :hug: I'm so sorry you went through that. I'm relieved to hear you are ok now though :) Take care of yourself.
     
  11. fromthatshow

    fromthatshow Staff Alumni

    Rach there's nothing wrong with you.
    Maybe you don't wanna hear that sometimes but I'll always let you know that you're a wonderful person and :love:
     
  12. innocencexisxlove

    innocencexisxlove Well-Known Member

    thanks lena&&spenc..

    it means a lot :hug:
     
  13. nevertheanswer

    nevertheanswer Active Member

    Doesn't it feel nice when everything turns out okay? :)
     
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