I'm sorry for hurting you and making you feel insecure about us. I'm sorry I made you go away. I'm sorry you feel that you can't be with me. I'm sorry for making you feel guilty (if I am) or bad. I'm sorry if this ruins your day. I'm sorry I can't be strong enough. I'm sorry I can't even send this letter, I don't want to hurt you anymore. I'm sorry that this is whole thing fell apart. I'm sorry that you love me. I wish I could take it all back, make it go away. I wish I could heal your heart. I love you more than anyone else and I'm sorry for not making you feel loved. I wish you could forgive me, forgive my actions and lack thereof. It's everything in my power not to call, text, email, or message you. I want you back and all I can do is hope and wait. I feel so alone and it's cold. I want you to miss me, to want me. I want that peace back, I want us back. It hurts so much, so terribly much. I just want you to be happy and even though I know that's not with me right now I still want to be happy with you.