I'm Sorry

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by Lady Byron, Sep 5, 2006.

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  1. Lady Byron

    Lady Byron Well-Known Member

    Everday I wake up thinking that it's a new day.
    Feeling refreshed, yet exhausted
    As my mind awaits the new horrors
    Yet to come.
    At night I do not sleep well.
    Tossing and turning, dreaming of you.
    As the new day arrives, and as I get up,
    All I can think of is you.
    I try to think of what I will say to you,
    What I want you to think of me,
    What I want to say to you.
    But everyday the same thing happens,
    I call and no one picks up the phone.
    I put the phone down feeling hurt and tired.
    But sometimes you do pick up.
    I am burning up inside, so happy you'd think I could fly!
    As time goes on, our conversations get less and less.
    All the things I wanted to say to you, can NEVER come out.
    I really want to talk to you about personal things,
    But I'm afraid you will have no time to listen, to care, to hear what
    I really say.
    What I really want to say.
    Somedays the emotions do come up and
    I get off the phone as fast as I can, saying my parents or my brother
    Are home.
    As I hang up the phone, I run to My Place,
    Only to abuse myself.
    Mentally, physically.... emotionally.
    The only thing that I really want to say to you, but can never get out,
    Is that I'm sorry I fell in love with you.
    I'm sorry that I got your attention that day.
    I'm sorry that we ever met.
    I'm sorry that what and who I am is somebody you do not want.
    I'm sorry that I feel what I feel.
    But most of all,
    I'm sorry for ALWAYS being there for you.
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    It hurt to write this, because I wrote it when I felt so alone,
    it seemed like no one would listen to me.
     
  2. Allo..

    Allo.. Well-Known Member

    Poetry is the best way to express how you feel.. Thats what iv found anyway..

    Most of my poems seem to be about being alone... odd i gues.. but at the same time not.. when i write it just flows from me, i cant force it, if i feel like writing i do, if i try and the words dont come, i stop. Because then its not real.. Continue to write.. it shows how you feel.
     
  3. Lady Byron

    Lady Byron Well-Known Member

    i understand what you mean about the when the words stop coming you stop. same here. you can't rush anything that doesn't need to be rushed or it will come out disoriented and fake.
     
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