Hey Josh, i have no magic wand, only my caring and my wishes for your safety and desire to climb out of the pit that has haunted you for way too long.
You know how loved you are, we both know you have heard it all before and we have a choice to disregard that love.
Do me a favour though, spend two minutes looking at what you have got, not what you think you have not.
Yesterday i was in a dark place and it helped me no end.
If you can do that, tomorrow you will be able to add another to your list, compassion for yourself.
Mucho love Ninja boy.
P.S. Gotta ask, where did the new name come from, something you and Steeeeeeeeeeeeeeebbbbb wanna announce...................