You've not heard from me in awhile, but after weeks of pain, I took another overdose, this time xxxxxxxxx. This first day, I started shaking, and hallucinating, and my heart was beating rapidly. Yesterday, I felt better, but today I'm having a hard time breathing. I'm not sure I want to go to the hospital because they'll keep me there for a long time (school starts very soon), but part of me doesn't want to die like this. I'm not sure what to do.