We were only together 6 months, it's now been more than a year and I'm still angry with the way she dealt with things. I guess I'm not over it and that's why I've spent the last year desperate for love when I used to never care at all whether I was single or not, I even used to be pretty cold and not interested. She broke up with me so that she didn't have to deal with my depression, the medication that had always worked in the past had a terrible reaction. She had her step dad travel miles to kick me out of her flat. They brainwashed me into thinking I was some kind of monster that had done something terrible. It took me a long time to realise this wasn't true. Something seriously wrong could have happened to me on that trip I had to take, I needed doctors not to travel alone where I believed that people were following me and planted on the coach especially to watch me. We tried to be friends afterwards but since she'd dumped me to escape my problems she certainly didn't feel she should deal with them now. It wasn't working, the meds were making me crazy and this was making it much worse, I couldn't trust my own judgement or control my emotions. I decided to walk away from her and told her this. She chose to read it differently. She was the one who phoned me the next morning, saying "oh, you're still here then", sounding annoyed that I was still alive. She'd taken my walking from her for her own sake as a suicide note even though it never mentioned any such thing. She said actually she did care after all even tho she had kept saying didn't, and she did want to help and be there for me. She said she would phone the doctor for me, which she did, and texted me to say they would phone me. I'm afraid of the phone ringing at the best of times so couldn't answer it. I told her thanks for that but I can't answer the phone. She replied "Right I'm calling an ambulance then". She called an ambulance on me, I'd said nothing about killing myself or even hurting myself, all I tried to do was walk away from her which is what she had wanted before and I couldn't talk to a doctor. 2 paramedics and 2 police were in my flat all at the same time, this was horrifying for me, I couldn't wait for them to leave. I told them I was fine (well not fine, but not close to death), had made no threat of suicide or anything. After they left even though I thought she'd overreacted big time I gave her the benefit of the doubt that she must have been acting out of care since she'd expressed that earlier, so I phoned her. Her first words were "Stop phoning me". Then followed a tirade of abuse like "you've burnt your bridges with me", "I want nothing to do with you anymore". She wouldn't even give me an explanation for this u-turn. The only way I can intepret it is that she couldn't bare me walking away from her, she had to be the one to tell me to fuck off. Only a few weeks after dumping me she'd gone back to someone she'd dumped 5 years ago but hadn't actually seen in person since then saying this was the love of her life she was meant to be with. I really hope he either has already or dumps her at some point and it causes her a lot of emotional pain. She's never been dumped before, always been the dumper and had someone she's been stringing along as backup for when she's lonely. She deserves to know what it feels like.