Yay! I made it another year with no attempts. April 22, 2012 was my last attempt I ever made. The past 2 years have been great even though I have struggled still many times but I keep making it through. As my therapist said, "It's been two years...let's make it three. I believe I will and every year afterwards. Just wanted to celebrate my triumph. Coincidentally, my apartment manager gave a dinner party to all the residents on the so called Anniversary date. I am not the same person whom I used to be but I know should I ever need to vent and process here, I know I have you all, especially the moderators and the people who've known me for the past year that I've been struggling through. Just want to encourage people to keep this site as a major support, especially when one feels so alone as if nobody knows what you're going through. This place is genuine and will help a great many people struggling. I am a living proof. I feel so proud of myself. I did it!