I always have to lie/pretend about everything- happiness ect...... I have an interview tomorrow. I so need a job- she asked me on the phone if I could commit to 3 years WTF? I said I could commit to 1 year- but don't know about 3 years! Shit, I can't even commit to what I said I could as I want to end my life before June for sure! I'm such a liar. But of course I can't tell her- well I definitely want to end my life before June gets here- so it won't even be a year. More then likely I won't get offered the job anyway- since I'm just a worthless piece of shit.