I was looking on another forum where my EX and I went too all the time and started going through all her old posts she made when we were together. (I was looking for a song and knew she knew it so I hoped she had posted somewhere).
Anyways, I'm from Kentucky, live right outside Cincinnati and this girl I loved lived in St. John's Newfoundland Canada. To make a long story short, I moved up there and stayed for awhile. I was engaged and my life changed for the better. I had everything figured out and had the love of my life with me.
I loved St. John's and the people there and everyday ws a great day because I just loved where I was.
To make a longer story even shorter, we broke up............ three years ago. In 2008. I've dated a few people since then but nothing serious at all and find myself unable to even to even see myself dating again at this point. For how long it's been, I still find myself missing her. I love Canada and St.john's and miss that aswell. (It's not easy to travel when you have to work and are getting back in school). Anyway, I thought the initial suffering and pain with a break was a phase and it would end but, to this day, I still get sad about it. I don't miss her so much as the thought of her. And, St. John's.
I mean really, how long does it take to get over something like that? I should not get upset about things of this nature this long away from when we broke up but, I can't help.
It's starting to really bother me. Why can't I just stop? I know I'll never get engaged or married again but, this is ridiculous.
I know no one knows me here, and, I don't write or talk about my sadness to anyone so this is a first. I guess I'd thought writing this down would help.
:huh:
Anyways, I'm from Kentucky, live right outside Cincinnati and this girl I loved lived in St. John's Newfoundland Canada. To make a long story short, I moved up there and stayed for awhile. I was engaged and my life changed for the better. I had everything figured out and had the love of my life with me.
I loved St. John's and the people there and everyday ws a great day because I just loved where I was.
To make a longer story even shorter, we broke up............ three years ago. In 2008. I've dated a few people since then but nothing serious at all and find myself unable to even to even see myself dating again at this point. For how long it's been, I still find myself missing her. I love Canada and St.john's and miss that aswell. (It's not easy to travel when you have to work and are getting back in school). Anyway, I thought the initial suffering and pain with a break was a phase and it would end but, to this day, I still get sad about it. I don't miss her so much as the thought of her. And, St. John's.
I mean really, how long does it take to get over something like that? I should not get upset about things of this nature this long away from when we broke up but, I can't help.
It's starting to really bother me. Why can't I just stop? I know I'll never get engaged or married again but, this is ridiculous.
I know no one knows me here, and, I don't write or talk about my sadness to anyone so this is a first. I guess I'd thought writing this down would help.
:huh: