I'm such a fucking idiot! WHY!?! I talk to people who do it, they say they hate it and no one should ever start and what do i do? I've seen someones cut after they've just done it. broke my heart so much because i care about her so much. Yet i fucking do it. Cut properly for the first time a while ago. I knew it was gonna happen :dry: just knew it :sad: I'm such a prat and the thing is i know i'll do it again, it will get worse, seeing the blood .... such a relief.