I'm that really pretty girl you see walking around town, looking confident and put together, but really suffers from a disease that has no cure, has horrible anxiety, shyness, cries every night for hours all alone, has no friends or anything to bring any joy to her life. I get up every morning to a job that I hate, in a city I don't belong in, in an apartment that I can't afford, and count the hours and minutes until I can talk on the phone to the only good thing in my life, my boyfriend, who has no idea how depressed and miserable I really am. He asks me, what are my passions? And I can't answer that because I have none. Without him, I would surely end my life. Are there any ladies in their 20s who are in a similar situation? Would love to chat.