I'm thinking I can't cope here, not without Jane. If she was here I'd be able to cope. Missing her all the time hurts, I know it's worth it, I never doubted it would be. We're making it work but I can't cope here. There too many problems. I had a long hard think the other day. Someone asked me whether I was thinking about moving in with Jane because I wanted to be with her or because I wanted to get away from my dad. I was so angry they even suggested it I haven't spoke to them since, But I thought long and hard about it. And as I've said I'd be able to cope is Jane lived here or closer, so I could see her more, Which draws me to my conclusion that I need to be with Jane. The thing is, a.) my dad has 23K due to clear in my account before Monday. All his other finances are in my name and I just borrowed 3.5K off him for a new bike which I intend to pay back regardless. I just have the problem of getting my possessions ( wouldn't fill the boot of a nova ) 160 Miles north. And getting a Job or college down there. I know The college won't be a problem. I just don't want to get down there and have to live off EMA, cause I don't expect Jane's mum to put me up for nothing. And I have spoken to them, They said I was welcome, Instant tear jerker. Tell me what you think ??