I just want to die. I'm tired of always being the ass of every joke. My mom just died. My dad left home. And my only living relative, my 23 year old sister, just killed herself because her boyfriend left her for her bestfriend and the fact our mom died. I've never had a boyfriend or girlfriend in my life and now with my mom and sister dead, and no one to take care of me, I just want to end it all. I don't think any of you can help me, but it's worth a shot. I'm just in so much pain right now. My heart is completely broken and I don't know how to cope.