Argghh, I'm tired of everything that's going on with me. I started off with the eating disorder anorexia in 2004. Now I have been bulimic since June 2006 and also started self-harming in December. I attempted suicide at the beginning of June but chicken out at the last minute and called someone to take me to hospital. I'm still feeling suicidal and always think of how it would be so much easier to just say goodbye to the world. I have been to see my GP a few times so I can get a therapist for my bulimia etc and he always says that he'll get someone to contact me so I can see them but that never happens. I have been trying to get help for the past year but I think they never take me seriously because I am not underweight and don't look 'ill'. It was really hard to ask for help and now it seems that no-one wants to help me. Why do I even bother putting myself through this?