Two years ago something went wrong with my brain causing me severe confusion and suffering because of it. I got really stressed out and that seems to be what triggered it. I suffer so much that it is unreal. I used to have a really good life before this happened. I had Schizophrenia previously and my doc thinks that maybe it's progressed. I wish that I knew what was causing this. I've been to the hospital twice and see a psychiatrist, but none of the meds work. I'm always thinking about death and dying because the suffering is so intense and I don't know what to do. I don't understand how something so terrible could happen to me or why there is nothing that they can do for me. I feel so alone.