i have really come to a point in my life where i just dont care anymore and im tired of forcing myself to care when i just dont have the energy believe me i have tried i really have but i just cant take it anymore.im so tired of trying to be happy and have what little happiness taken away from me every single time. i just want to be happy is that so wrong ? why cant i have what everyone else has ? why am i always made to feel completely sub human ? i just dont know why alot of people assume that im so strong when i know im anything but.i just dont know what to do anymore i have had enough of having to feel like this i really wish sometimes that i had been aborted. i know i post alot (sorry)