feeling invisible.. Here, in life.. and everywhere.. It's like I don't exist.. The pogram that dropped me forgot about my graduation.. I texted my old therapist to ask if I was ever going to get a certificate.. And no.. Its not that I need the paper.. I just.. I need to know I'm not invisible.. And nothing.. All the people I talk to online.. It's always me asking to talk to them.. only so often does anyone talk to me.. Not many if any text me at all.. Beyond my friend Julia, Mikel.. and my Dad.. I feel completely invisible.. Julias friends also are doing similar to her.. besides me.. they either hate her or forgot about her.. And all we got is ourselves.. And I feel so alone.. And I know I'll be ok.. But.. I hate this feeling.. That I'm invisible.. That I don't exist.. I'm a shadow.. Like my username.. It seems.. Oh well I supose.. Unless I'm threatening suicide seems no one will care.. and even if I am.. ppl know I'm not serious.. and those who could help wont take my insurance.. And turn me away.. It makes me wonder what purpose is mine..? Am I just an invisible ghost doing things in the background? And one thing comes to mind someone told me.. And I'll prob sound crazy.. But.. "The supernatural aren't often seen by humans.." Is that what is happening? Am I crazy? Am I insane? ----- There was a guy on the train yesterday.. Very interesting fellow.. And its been confusing Julia and I since.. He said a few different things.. one that stroke me the most.. "I'm sitting next to 5 girls.. and 1 is invisible".. as he motioned to me very blatanly.. and he did this twice.. I wasn't sure to trust him.. but we may try and find him again.. Julia and I have some questions.. We are prob considered so crazy by human standards.. and I don't know if any of you would understand or belive anything I say.. I'm apparently invisible anyway.. so what the hell.. He had an interesting scent.. Not of drugs.. not of alcohol.. And he had covered himself up.. everywhere.. and was wearing an aluminum foil hat.. He asked us.. "If I told you aliens would be here on 3/7/12 would you belive me?".. Julia said Yes in an instant.. and I wasnt sure.. I'm not sure how many of you I've told my deepest thoughst to.. The thoughts I'm not human.. But honestly.. I think this guy was jusli like Julia and I.. a half human.. A Shifter.. Only more developed.. or maybe an alien.. He even told us.. to look for him.. I think he has some importaint information.. And a reason to have talk to us.. I don't know what else to say.. other then I prob shouldn't say more as I prob sound completly insane..