I have just about had it with life. I am 37 years old and have been through just about everything and can't take anymore. I have lost both my parents, been screwed out of several jobs, had to endure the constant burden of aging grandmother who just passed away recently, have no "true" friends (only people that use and take advantage of me, but don't care whether I live or die) and am constantly forced to have everyone's perfect life of wealth and ease thrown in my face. Oh, I didn't even mention about my so-called long distance girlfriend who also lives a perfect life with a great job (lawyer earning a quarter mil a year), who thinks I am a joke and laughs at me all the time. I just want to end it. Everyone has it easier than me and like my title says, I'm just tired and can't deal with anything anymore.