I went to bed at eight o clock. Woke up when I heard Mum setting her alarm, thought it was 6am. Can't sleep, feeling exhausted but not like I can sleep. I have a horrible cough and a tickle in my throat, and I want to sit and cry, but I can't. Had thoughts of harming myself all last night, but didn't act on them. Have been tempted for a few days, but haven't done anything... yet. So much is going on in my head, and I feel so alone. Anyway.. Yeah.