I know this is going to sound stupid and self-centered. And it is. My ugly features make me feel suicidal. And this is not just me saying this. I have gone to anonymous sited like Omegle and asked people what they think of a picture of me. Not one person out of around eighty said that I was even somewhat attractive. I know that there are far more unattractive people than me who go on with their lives without thinking about it, but I am not one of them. I feel as though I am letting my parents down by never having a relationship with a woman, but I feel awkward around them because of my insecurity. I know I can't kill myself because my mother would be too devastated but I feel like living on would be much worse for myself. I'm sorry for wasting your time. I just needed to get this out of my head.