I can't help my friends when they need it. I want to be that pillar...but I need a pillar too..I can't keep doing this..I can't. Whenever I freak out, no one is around. But I come running to any friend in need. Why do I not get the privilege of running to someone for protection? I just want the world to be okay, but sometimes I want to be okay too. Maybe I'm just a waste of space. I should vanish.