I can't make it another year.This is just not worth it.I'm helpless with no one to go.I honestly can't see my self living to be 16 in the past 3 years all I have done is decline and lately I wasent even sure I was gong to live to be 15.I just can't stand it all alone in my own bubble!!!!!!!!! I can't even be happy on my own birthday!!!The only people I will get a Happy Birthday from will be a bunch of strangers on a suicide forum and some random people who got informed of it by an email from Facebook.No one ever remembers!!!I can go the whole day without one person knowing it is!!!!!