I don't want to seem like im dumping my shit on everyone else but I honestly think that I'm getting overwhelmed. I have so much shit going on between my cutting and my cheating gf. Its actually really sad when I actually want to stay with a cheating gf because she is really the only friend I have. She's obviously not a real friend or else she wouldn't hurt me but my other "friends" almost literally run if I even mention the word suicide. I really don't want to kill myself, but it seems like all my options are getting cut away and I'm only left with one.