Yet another fight with my husband. I'm useless, I'm a c**t. I can't voice my opinion about anything without it causing a blow up and being put down. Yet another night that I cook for hours and don't eat because my husband is an a**hole. I wish it would just end for me. I wish I had the guts to do what everyone in my life wants me to do. They're all right. I am useless and I am worthless. I'm completely alone.