I'm not a person.. I'm less than a person.. I'm a slave.. I go around, and let people walk on me.. It makes them happy.. It makes their life easier.. So I put on a smile, like they are doing a good job.. And I take it. I take the pain.. Recently.. There's been a guy.. (I'm a girl. btw.) He's a sexual monster.. I let him take advantage of me.. I let him rape me.. I screamed, and begged, like he really was raping me, because he said he liked it better that way.. I had to call him master.. And everytime I didn't, he'd cut my leg with his hunting knife.. I'd cut before, so it didn't hurt too bad.. But just the fact that I was practically letting him.. What is my problem.. What is wrong with me.. This is the best I deserve.. The sick thing is, I feel like he owns me.. I feel like this is what I'm supposed to be doing.. I feel like a slave.. I am.. Nothing..