So as the title suggests I am writing this post on my phone from the local ER. Yesterday morning I called the crisis line and went to the hospital. Nothing came of it and they let me go about four hours later. I felt rejected and so I bought tablets went home and overdosed. I called the crisis line and told them what I had done and an ambulance and some policemen came. I puked and puked and had a horrible headache. But I had ingested enough that it would have destroyed my liver without intervention. So I'm in the ER right now still hooked up to an IV getting the liver infusion. It takes like 20 hours. And probably later tonight I will be transferred to the psych ward to get the help I clearly need. They are still doing tests as they think I may have permanent liver and heart damage now.