I almost walked away from the forum today. But you know something, there is a reason I am here today, just as there was the day I discovered this place. Like I stated in a recent thread, that cliff is always near me. Suicidal Ideation, never really goes away from those of us who are inflicted with it, me thinks. So...I am going to keep fighting. I will continue to support people in their posts, because contrary to what some people think, I genuinely do care. I care a great deal about this site, as this site literally saved my life, on numerous times. So freely was given to me, so freely I shall give. And I will continue to put up posts of encouragement and inspiration as the spirit moves me to do so. I may not always hit the mark. But damn it, I will keep trying. So what...if some of you don't agree with what I have to say. I am willing to stick my neck out, even going so far as to use my real name, Bill, and the same username I have used on numerous forums, to show my sincerity. People, we are dealing with life and death issues here. And I speak from great experience when I know what it is like to be at that one moment in time, when you are holding the method of your own demise in your own hands. That moment sucks, BIG TIME. So if I can help even one person, to put that item down and get help, by God in Heaven, that is what I am going to do.