a crisis cause you see, you cant even mention the word suicide or say how you feel without getting told off. I've been here for ages and when I joined I could come into chat, listen to how people feel, give them support if they need it and know that I can talk about how I feel and know that I'm going to get support back. Now we've got people who don't even get to know you, you can't go in chat and talk about how you feel cause you'll get banned for encoraging people or talking about methods when all you would say is 'I feel like shooting myself' Theres prolly 5 people who actually know the full reason why I am here there used to be more, but they've left or been banned because they actually wanted help and one of there coping methods was to talk about their problems. and no matter how indepth they spoke they always got support, if someone was finding the topic distateful or triggering then we would be ask nicely to move to triggering and we would, without fuss cause we were asked nicely. Nowaday you just get kicked out and banned for defending youself. truth is I don't want to be here anymore its causing too many arguement between me and jane who quiet frankly is more important than myself. So I hope the site does improve in the future cause I don't wanna be around to see it get worse.