Imploding

[MoAnamCara]

........

 

[Sadeyes]

What's going on? You know my PM box is always open and that I care

 

[MoAnamCara]

Struggling. But thank you. Take care.

 

[Speedy]

:hug: I thought your post was fine. No worries.

 

[IV2010]

:arms::console:

 

[MoAnamCara]

I'm sorry, I need to be honest, I need help. Its too much for me.

 

[absolution]

What's going on hun? :hug:

 

[MoAnamCara]

too much for me to cope with and feeling silly for becoming so overwhelmed. I should be able for this.

 

[Speedy]

I feel overwhelmed too sometimes. From a teenager's point of view (me!!), I don't think it's silly for you to feel that way, for what it's worth. What's bothering you today? :arms:

 

[MoAnamCara]

Just life, unfortunately.

 

[MoAnamCara]

Looking for the exit door that doesn't exist. Damn it. K

 

[MoAnamCara]

How to cope? To manage? To move forward?

How does one ask for help when the type of help etc is an unknown?

I. Can't . Do. This.

 

[Acy]

Sweetie, what is it that you need to do? Maybe we can help you figure out what kind of support you want/need?

 

[MoAnamCara]

I need to stop falling apart. I need to have self control to stop si. I need to wise up, be stronger. I need to figure out how to get through this. To stop my mind from taking me places I don't want to go, and to quieten it down. I need to be a better person.

Perhaps I need not to be here, breathing.

 

[Acy]

You've started by posting here. That's a great first step! Did something happen to trigger you today...can you talk about it? Feel free to PM me if you wish.

 

[MoAnamCara]

Just too much