Impossible Pain

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Youlleatamuffinandlikeit, May 11, 2012.

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  1. Youlleatamuffinandlikeit

    Youlleatamuffinandlikeit Well-Known Member

    My bdd is getting worse and is totally out of control at the moment. It has sucked everything away from me that ever meant anything to me...and all I am left with is an ugly and monstrous face. My facial rituals have become my torture and are all consuming. I cannot separate the emotions. No matter how hard I try, it always comes out distorted or over the top and I cannot take it anymore.

    I cannot stand to live, if I am always going to have this problem. It has ruined me.

    I cannot stand to live.
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hi hun wow sounds like hun you need to reach out to someone for help. Is there anyone you can talk to a councillor your doc someone that can help you cope
    sometimes just talking to someone helps calms the mind a bit please know you can talk here all you want okay Let go of some of those emotions here let them out hugs
     
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