Maybe there is less wrong with you than you know. Maybe you can't pull the trigger because you have (whether you know it or not) someone who loves you, and you love them. That keeps you here, so that you can love each other.
because there is a reason to live...there is always hope while you are still here
because you may not die but injure yourself and be worse off
because it's a thought that will pass if you hold on and get help
because some part of you wants to live.
listen to that part *