In a corner

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by NoNamesPlease, May 31, 2016.

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  1. NoNamesPlease

    NoNamesPlease Active Member

    Financially it just gets worse everyday. I cant possibly work any more hours than i do now.

    I have two methods that can be combined and will work.

    I want to, but something keeps stopping me. The physical method is all set up, and i have the other method ready as well.

    I finally gotbhealth insurance, but have no money or time off to go to the dr. Its all just a really cruel joke, isnt it?
  2. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    Please stay strong. I know it's hard. Do you have anyone local you can contact to help you through this difficult time?
  3. NoNamesPlease

    NoNamesPlease Active Member

    I have no family except for a drug addicted senile mother
  4. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    Can you call her? Tell her how you're feeling?
  5. NoNamesPlease

    NoNamesPlease Active Member

    Shes strung out and has dementia
  6. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    Is there anyone else you can call? A hotline?
  7. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    You don't have to fight this battle alone. Please do not try your methods. Talk to us here. WHY? do you want to die? what are those reasons? and if we explore those reasons we just might find the answers.
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  8. NoNamesPlease

    NoNamesPlease Active Member

    I want to die because I'm out of reasons not to. First attempt was at 8, now I'm 51.
  9. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    Please keep fighting for life. Your life is worth living for. Hugs
  10. Laurahage

    Laurahage Member

    @NoNamesPlease , I'm with @Petal , talk to us here! We understand that your mother isn't someone you can talk to so talk to us here
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  11. lightning05

    lightning05 Well-Known Member

    @NoNamesPlease you can talk to us here at SF. We care and don't want to see you go. Can you call a close friend? Please be safe.
  12. NoNamesPlease

    NoNamesPlease Active Member

    I only have work friends, and none of them are close. I dont do close. ..

    I always find the hotlines awkward because i have to explain everything each time i call.

    Im not trying to be contrary. I just dont know what to do anymore. I have my methods set up and ready, i just lack the courage
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