in a deep hole dug by myself

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Anonymous Dude, Apr 8, 2007.

  1. Anonymous Dude

    Anonymous Dude Well-Known Member

    It's easter , i haven't dont anything today but eat an old candy bar. I notice that i dont celebrate holidays like I used to when I was little. I haven't left the house in days, and my social anxiety keeps me from talking to anyone, my depression because of my anxiety keeps me from doing anything. I hate people who say they're lonely when they have 20 friends. I'm truly lonely, I have zero friends, and the reason for that is just myself, which is frustrating beyond words. I think i'm a nice guy and can hold a conversation, but i'm just way too shy and awkward.

    I just want desperately someone to talk to, or someone to hug or hold. I would kill for real life human contact right now. My stomach hurts physically admitting this to myself.

    just needed to get that off my chest, thank you for reading
  2. kindtosnails

    kindtosnails Staff Alumni

    :hug: <Sorry it's not real, but the best I can do :sad:

    I know it's not the same at all, but if you ever need an ear or someone to talk to, I'd be glad to listen. :hug: