It's easter , i haven't dont anything today but eat an old candy bar. I notice that i dont celebrate holidays like I used to when I was little. I haven't left the house in days, and my social anxiety keeps me from talking to anyone, my depression because of my anxiety keeps me from doing anything. I hate people who say they're lonely when they have 20 friends. I'm truly lonely, I have zero friends, and the reason for that is just myself, which is frustrating beyond words. I think i'm a nice guy and can hold a conversation, but i'm just way too shy and awkward.
I just want desperately someone to talk to, or someone to hug or hold. I would kill for real life human contact right now. My stomach hurts physically admitting this to myself.
just needed to get that off my chest, thank you for reading
I just want desperately someone to talk to, or someone to hug or hold. I would kill for real life human contact right now. My stomach hurts physically admitting this to myself.
just needed to get that off my chest, thank you for reading