I'm waiting to see my therapist in about 3hrs.. But I hardly slept because I'm in a lot of pain right now.. I technically should have gone into the hospital this weekend, but I didn't.. And I'm trying to wait to see my therapist before I go in, because I really just cannot handle hospitals. :cry: I can't take anything for this pain as it might make it worse.. But its all on my right side of my stomach and my right lower back.. And I guess this tensing up isn't helping.. I think I just need right now someone to help me wait through this until I see my therapist.. What happened this weekend wasn't really intentional and it's hard to explain... But here is also a link kinda explaining why I just can't go to hospitals.. :cry: http://www.suicideforum.com/showthread.php?t=96503 Any support right now is greatly appreciated..