So... I've been dating this guy for over a year now. We've been through some very rough times but always pulled through. I mean we both have issues. Is it bad that all I can think about is my own misery, when we're together and in love and supposed to be happy? I feel like he always understands, no matter what shit I'm going through. Or my mood swings or low points. But is that fair on him? Should I really be with him? He says I'm everything to him but am I not just dragging him down with me? I have good days. I know that. But are the bad days worth it? What if eventually I make him end up hating life as much as I hate life? Is the noble thing to do to leave? He's all I have... and all I want. But I'm thinking I should branch out to others. That's why I'm here. So all the shit I'm going through doesn't land on his shoulders.