The title says it all. i dont want to keep fighting. Im so tired of this. being shot down by people, some who iv known for years, others who i just met. I cant handle it anymore. I just want the pain and rejection to be over. im really hoping i can get the guts to end it tonight and not whimp out like usual. if i am successful, please know that everyone on this forum is amazing. You have all helped me so much. i love each and every one of you. please look after yourselves. You are more amazing than you all know.