i dont know how to get out of this rut im in....its driving me crazy....all i can see is more of the same...i have no hope things will change... i have no drive to change things i spend most of my days (when im not at work) sitting in front of the tv or on the internet and rarely hang out with friends or do anything productive. i really dont have many friends but I wish I had more and i wish most of all that i had an interesting life where i did something productive and worth while and meaningful. I wish i could experience love just once in my life time...just once...
idk what im saying but just that im in a rut and i wish i wasnt....im so fuckin tire and frustrated...if i could i would just find a place to hide from the world and all the bull shit. ....i'll end my crazy rambling here.
idk what im saying but just that im in a rut and i wish i wasnt....im so fuckin tire and frustrated...if i could i would just find a place to hide from the world and all the bull shit. ....i'll end my crazy rambling here.