i got this wall around me. its closing in and i am struggling to move. it is getting closer and closer to me. i feel nothing on the inside but feel the walls closing in. they r brick and cold. closer and closer. i cant stop them. i daren't move. this morning i was spaced out. didnt know where i was. couldnt cope with anything. i sat in my car in the car park scared to leave it. it took me a while but finally got out - shaking tho. saturday i had a really stressful night. i still not over it. cant get my head around it. i want to scream but the walls are blocking it. i want this to stop now. i dont know how to make it. just want everything to go away now. im ready to go now. ready to say goodbye. the walls are getting closer. harder to breathe. cant move. inside the wall is nothing.