id like to start off by interducing myself im kristen and im new to the group.
so I dont know whats wrong with me to be honest ..I have been suffering from anorexia for awhile and I have had really messed up emotions ever since I can remeber....I became very easily angred im quick to snap my emotions change in moments time from happy to sad to angry its like a switch...I become frustrated with mycchildren and my fiance and i know he has a hard time dealing with it...im constantly thinking and questioning myself as to why i exist...my father died last feb from a herion overdose and before he died he was severely depressed...i think about things i dont thinkl normal people think about...i make a desicison that ill go get dressed them ill be up stairs for hours on end becuz nothing will satisfy me...i pressure my fiance all the time to spend time with me and to love me knowing that he does do this nothing ever seems to be good enough for me he says i project to much negativity and he right i havent went to a doctor nor will i becuz that just wont work...ineed help i need help finding something to bring more positivity in my life and i need enlightment and happiness can someone please im desperate help with this...:sad:
so I dont know whats wrong with me to be honest ..I have been suffering from anorexia for awhile and I have had really messed up emotions ever since I can remeber....I became very easily angred im quick to snap my emotions change in moments time from happy to sad to angry its like a switch...I become frustrated with mycchildren and my fiance and i know he has a hard time dealing with it...im constantly thinking and questioning myself as to why i exist...my father died last feb from a herion overdose and before he died he was severely depressed...i think about things i dont thinkl normal people think about...i make a desicison that ill go get dressed them ill be up stairs for hours on end becuz nothing will satisfy me...i pressure my fiance all the time to spend time with me and to love me knowing that he does do this nothing ever seems to be good enough for me he says i project to much negativity and he right i havent went to a doctor nor will i becuz that just wont work...ineed help i need help finding something to bring more positivity in my life and i need enlightment and happiness can someone please im desperate help with this...:sad: