Got it all wrong again. Can't say what i took but i'm medical ward at the moment. Have seen the nurse man and he wanted me to go onto the psych wards. I begged, pleaded and cried and he said it has to stop or i will end up on there. He then called on call consultant. We had a big long conversation. And i don't have to be sectioned. Not this time anyway. I'll write more on my blog about it. But it's stupid. I ordered xxxx off line. I know i'm going to end up using them. I feel like i need to now!