so in 2,5 weeks I will be getting a tattoo in memory of Sarah-Louise, a member from here, aka black_rose_13. I will be getting a black rose on my side, from about the height of my breasts down to my hip. I'm doing this, because I'm still alive here and today because of her. When I'd overdosed and taken all xxx I could find, and I was on MSN, she noticed I was acting a bit weird, and she talked to me and eventually persuaded me to go wake up my housemates. They brought me to hospital and I ended up having to stay there overnight. According to the nurses it was a good thing we'd came in, because they don't know what would have happened otherwise. So if it weren't for her, I would not be alive. As she herself died 2 years ago, I thought this would be a nice gesture to thank her and show her how much I loved her (and still love her!). Also, to me, it will be a reminder that no matter how low I get, I will always come out stronger, because I never thought things would get better (otherwise I obviously wouldn't have attempted suicide :doh: ), but here I am today, and although I still struggle at times, at least I'm trying to make something of my life, which is more than I can say of myself a few years ago. November 25th I'm getting it, I'll post pictures once I've gotten it Love you, Sarah-Louise.