In memory of.. =)

Discussion in 'Positive Feelings and Motivational Messages' started by Sa Palomera, Nov 8, 2010.

  1. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    so in 2,5 weeks I will be getting a tattoo in memory of Sarah-Louise, a member from here, aka black_rose_13.
    I will be getting a black rose on my side, from about the height of my breasts down to my hip.

    I'm doing this, because I'm still alive here and today because of her. When I'd overdosed and taken all xxx I could find, and I was on MSN, she noticed I was acting a bit weird, and she talked to me and eventually persuaded me to go wake up my housemates. They brought me to hospital and I ended up having to stay there overnight. According to the nurses it was a good thing we'd came in, because they don't know what would have happened otherwise.
    So if it weren't for her, I would not be alive.

    As she herself died 2 years ago, I thought this would be a nice gesture to thank her and show her how much I loved her (and still love her!).

    Also, to me, it will be a reminder that no matter how low I get, I will always come out stronger, because I never thought things would get better (otherwise I obviously wouldn't have attempted suicide :doh: ), but here I am today, and although I still struggle at times, at least I'm trying to make something of my life, which is more than I can say of myself a few years ago.

    November 25th I'm getting it, I'll post pictures once I've gotten it :)


    Love you, Sarah-Louise.
     
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  2. Domo

    Domo Well-Known Member

    Can't wait to see this, sweetheart.

    Love you :hug:
     
  3. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    that's a lovely idea.....
     
  4. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Sarah was an amazing girl :smile: can't wait to see the pics! :smile:
     
  5. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    That is so lovely...and such a nice person to wear it!!!
     
  6. plshelpme

    plshelpme Well-Known Member

    :) i like this post!
     
  7. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    So in about an hour I have to leave to go and get my tattoo. It's going to take 4hrs until it's finished. Brrr, part of it is right on my ribs, so that's going to hurt like hell. But in the end it's SO gonna be worth it!
     
  8. hollowvoice

    hollowvoice Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    youre so brave
    wouldnt it be nice to think sarahs watching you get it done?
    good luck xx
     
  9. Domo

    Domo Well-Known Member

    can't wait to see it, sweetheart :hug:
     
  10. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    sooooooo, in the end it took shorter than expected. 'only' 2,5hrs and this is the result:

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  11. hollowvoice

    hollowvoice Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    wow looks good but ouch!!!!
     
  12. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    like i said on facebook, looks awesome! she would of loved it :biggrin:
     
  13. Domo

    Domo Well-Known Member

    :wub:
     
  14. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    What a wonderful tribute...J
     
  15. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    That is one beautiful tatoo and a lovely way to remember your friend