So when im in my car I get a lot of crazy thoughts about suicide and I feel a lot of those black hole feelings. Today I was in my car and I began getting feelings of I can't go on anymore and Im just going to fuk everything up that has been going right in the last few days. I am really depressed in the last few hours and feel like i might try to do something to commit suicide. I called my friend and spoke to him and i felt bad because i kinda snapped at him. I fell asleep and as soon as i fell asleep I had a nightmare about my car and it was all just so vivid and clear. i just feel so helpless and hopeless right now and i know these feelings will pass i just need to get through these next couple of hours. Please help guys!!!