Drowning and cant get out. In way over my head. Dont even know where to start. Icant deal. Ive been cutting but tonight they wont stop bleeding. They are switching my meds and my moods are all over, im iritable, crying,angry, depressed, my thoughts are racing, no concentration, and have suicidal thoughts. I have to move and im in school fulltime. Getting a divorce have a pfa avainst the dad and doing it all with no family as a single parent of four kids. I just cant go on like this.