So I did a foolish deed the other nighg during a really low point. I feel fine in myself now. I feel that today was a good day. However at about 7pm tonight I began getting horrid pains at the top of my right abdomen under my rib cage. Frightened its my liver. No nausea or vomiting. I really cant seek medical help as I really have to be at placement tomorrow which I love. They would probably also see it as a serious attempt as I havrnt sought help straight away. Dont know what to do qnd so worried.