you're breaking my heart repeatedfly and you don't even know, i don't even know how i feel but i let you stay and went with you to get your braces taken off, i buy you coffee, i take you out, and you give me nothing but abuse in return. but i love you so much, but you're horrible to me and i don't understand, you don't know how to show your feelings, and its breaking me into pieces by giving you so much and getting nothing in return. why do you stay for months away from me, make catty comments when i pop back into college to say hello, then come round my house and kiss me. then the next day you say, just cause we spend one night together doesnt mean were back on. just to confirm that you're using me. you even asked if you had to drop me all the way home today when i got up at 7am to go to the orthodontist withmyou. i didnt even cry this much when my dad and rich left at the same time. you're hurting me so much.